wasted

actually, there were many things i wanted to say but i’m just lazy and forgetful. however, something happened which lead me feeling kinda pity now. i can only blame myself for being too concern about certain things. i allowed things to go wrong without explaining it. i wanted to but i was not supposed to. 原本以为能得到谅解不过误会却越陷越深. worst thing was i didn’t have the chance to explain myself.

i remembered similar thing happened during secondary school days but i managed to save everything. i guess i have lost that courage. it was too fragile.

i’m still trying to get use to this phrase.
not getting what you want is sometimes a wonderful stroke of luck.

WMM

WMM really cannot make it la. i’ve been restarting the application for Nth times already. hang and hang non-stop. damn irritating. i would have already finish editing the video if it’s not because of that. kns. and it hang again when i was typing this paragraph out.

i went to help my mum early in the morning. it was disastrous la. i can’t even eat properly. those aunties really…….. sigh. i really dislike that place although it’s been many years. i managed to reach home and catch the 10pm show while i was trying to get other things done. i’m really not good at multi-tasking so i only managed to sit down and concentrate on this video thingy after 12am.

btw, i really hate that bitch.

HANG AGAIN!!!! ARGHHH

真的不懂

为什么要搞得那么复杂呢?

为什么要那么辛苦?

为什么那么情绪化?

有必要吗?

这世界就不能简单化?

真的很反感.